Eeeek! Very Nervous :-(

I am really worried, I got a text from the organiser at the club I am *hoping* to join yesterday saying this week is my final week of like probation and she said that (and I knew this anyway) that the club is very competitive (no like social players there etc- and I do want to compete so its fine) so they would review it with the members there and see if they would like me to join properly.



God I am nervous, I really really want to join and they know how much I have improved, I just don't know if it is enough  If they say no I will be crushed 

Any moral boosting tips would be REALLY appreciative now....